Thursday, October 22, 2009

...harap-harap tiada lagi seperti ini

Salam.

Aku nak tiru style post Zul. Harap ko tak marah Zul (which shouldn’t happen kalo ko x care pung ke post aku).

Anonymous 1; aku x marah ko lagi. Siyes. X tau what happened. Tetiba aku sangat marah + rendah diri. Aku rasa cam kita xkan jadi kawan lagi. But when u came up to me and care to say hi, I guess it’s not fair to keep avoiding u while u urself have no ******* idea of what went wrong. (menurut ac though “he definitely noticed!”). Sebab kes ni, habis kengkawan aku (GPs of coz) marah aku dan suh aku pi mintak maap dengan hang. Apa kes?? I know I was wrong still… argh. Kalo ko baca ni pun aku bet ko x paham.

Anonymous 2; u’re a heartthrob. Betul. Tapi aku x paham la. Nape dengan guys?? Is it them or is it me…? (sigh) x paham mak. Ske ati ko la. Apa pun, ko memang hensem. Haha.

Anonymous 3; ko ni. Kadang2 ada dalam list, kadang2 off. Sorang lagi yang aku x paham. Ah, tapi ko bukan problem. Ada, xde, sama je. Cuma kadang2 ada tu best gak.

Anonymous 4; huh… I guess we’re done. I’m sad, really. The hardest part is saying goodbye. We see each other everyday but our hearts are apart. I wish we can go back in time and I can have all of our greatest laughs over and over again. If you’re reading this and manage to squeak out “perhaps it’s me she’s talking about”, I’m sorry from my skull to my metacarpals. The remarks I made, wasn’t intentionally. No, scratch that. It was intentionally said and I’m eternally sorry. Exam’s drawing near and we’re two people facing it like two strangers looking at the same approaching bus at an alien bus stop. I am sad and done.

Aku rasa lega dan puas. Terima kasih kepada Encik Zul kerana telah mengenalkan aku kepada cara meluahkan perasaan tanpa audio, walaupun dia tidak pernah memperkenalkannya secara khusus untuk aku. Aku tetap berterima kasih kepadanya. Satu lagi terima kasih untuk diriku sendiri kerana telah berjaya merosakkan bahasa ibunda dan bahasa asing dengan baik sekali. Satu permohonan maaf kepada mereka yang membaca blog ini dan mendapati bahasanya telah merosakkan bahasa mereka. Maaf. Bagi mengelakkan semua kesalahan terpaksa aku junjung atas kepala yang sedang berserabut dengan SPM ini, biarlah aku memberi separuh kesalahan kepada PMS.

Salam.

2 comments:

Aisyah Rosni said...

lol..
i know most of d people u wrote about. but there's still sum that i cant figure out.

Husna Mohamed said...

which one sweetie? write down their anonymous number and i'll get back to u;)

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