but a very slight argument that we had on fb kind of drove us apart. i tried, after that, to keep contacting her but then she was busy with her application to pursue degree and i thought i'd give her sometime to - you know, handle that fuss. i know with all the ruckus about forms to fill, signatures to ask, files to be completed, marks to be written down, papers to be copied, it can overwhelm a person. in a bad way. i completely understand that.
but now it's been a while since the ruckus-ness of the enrollment into universities for degree-pursuers calmed down. and i still don't hear anything from her. i see her on fb all the time but i can't muster up the courage (or the not-lazy-ness) to click on her dp and say "hi! what've you been up to? it's been a while hasn't it?"
i'd admit it that she was always the one to call me first or text me first or say hi to me first or just about anything to keep the friendship alive. and sad said, maybe she's tired now to be the one who wants this relationship to stay strong. i mean, any relationship would need both parties to play their part, right? at least, that's what i've heard.
and i sucked at relationships. (i used to think i only sucked at the lovey-dovey relationship between a guy and a gal, but maybe i've broaden the range =,=). but i don't wanna lose her. she's one of the best thing that's ever happen to me. (okay, it sounds veryyyyy cheesy but it's true T_________T)
Saidina Ali said:
orang yang paling jauh bermusafir ialah mereka yang sedang mencari seorang sahabat yang di sukainya
that is true. besut-kl is not a 24-hour journey but i feel like we are light years apart.
i'll contact her. soon. pray for me that she still wants to be my bff. or at least, friend.
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